Tuesday, September 12, 2006

You!

You know I'm not mad at you. I love you and I loved the year that I spent with you. I know the lessons learned in this relationship was well worth the ride. I must say I believe and I pray that I continue to believe. I love love and I loved you the best way I knew how.

The cool thing is that I love myself and I did not comprise myself to make things better when it would have made everything worst. I will always smile when I think of you and yours. You were my first love and I will for ever thank you for being that. You've shown me so much love and life. I thank you... I thank God for allowing our paths to cross more than once. I pray that we will always be good friends. I pray that you continue to strive and reach for all that your heart desire. God Bless you. Good Bye!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

US

Us... Today there is no us. Yesterday there was no us. I wish things could be different because I believed in us.

My trip to California was an eye opener. I wanted things to be fun and exciting for us but, with only one person participating in the relationship things just would not work out. I wish we could have talked and ended our relationship like mature adults but, you feel like you just can't talk to me. I know your not a bad person and you need to know that I'm not a bad person. Life just happens and we are not to be together in it. Our levels are so so different and the thing to do is to come up and try and grow together. I know you love me and I know you love me as a friend. I can respect that. I appreciate that. I just want you to know that I want the best for you and I will always love you because you were my first LOVE. I also know that with Christ all things are possible and I know that you will grow into the righteous and forthright man we all pray for you to be. Never give up love and hope. Know that I will always look at you as a beautiful human being and I will always pray for you and yours. God Bless you and Goodbye for now!

Your First Love!
Angie